Friday, June 17, 2011

Always Keep The Faith

Okay, I get it...

TVXQ broke up. Jaejoong, Yoochun & Junsu were being treated unfairly so they left SMEnt. But Yunho & Changmin didn't... I don't know who to blame.
I don't want to blame JYJ because there's absolutely no reason to stay on if they were being treated that badly.
I don't want to blame HoMin because there's absolutely no reason to leave if they didn't have a problem.

I want to blame JYJ for leaving because if Yunho & Changmin stayed, there wasn't that much of an issue in the first place.
I want to blame HoMin for staying back because when they see that their brothers have been hurt enough to want to leave, instead of sticking with them, they decided to stay in SMEnt.

I know that there are probably enough & more reasons for their behaviour.

OMG!
I FOUND THIS AMAAZING ARTICLE!

Why didn't HoMin participate in lawsuit?

Ok now that I'm satsified after dinner, I shall present my first formal "train of thought"

From the time of the DBSK lawsuit quest against SME, the question that has been at the back of my mind until now is:

Why did HoMin (Yunho and Changmin) stay in SME?

At first, I was really upset due to the fact that HoMin didn't join the other 3 in the lawsuit. If they joined wouldn't DBSK still be together? If they joined they would be all happy coz they can be together. If they joined, we as fans won't have to worry our brains out whether they will disband or not. IF IF IF...... Seriously, I think after half a year of pulling my hair out, crying until my eyes hurt, getting moody for no reason because I was always worrying about DBSK, I finally woke up from my narrow minded IFS. Well what IF there is a reason behind HoMin's decision? What IF HoMin stayed for DBSK's future in the long run? What IF there are things they can't tell us at the moment? I went back to watch their clips, interviews, shows again and realised how foolish I was. You know, sometimes you'll think that it's impossible to fool yourself but it turns out to be easiest thing of all!!!

Let's trace our mind back to the time when DBSK told us to not trust everything we hear but only trust what comes from their mouths. They said that there are things which they can't tell us now. The only things I've heard from their mouths are "let's wait" "keep the faith", etc Now after blabbing on for so long, I shall just get into the details.

For those of you who aren't clear about DBSK's relationship.....THEY ARE A FAMILY WHO SPENT 8 YEARS TOGETHER TRAINING, SLEEPING, EATING, LIVING TOGETHER!!!! THEY'VE HAD ARGUMENTS AND CONFLICTS YET THEY MANAGED TO REACH TO THIS POINT. DO YOU REALLY THINK THAT HOMIN LOVES SME'S OLD HAGS MORE THAN THEIR OWN BROTHERS??? (If you answered yes, then please, I have nothing more to say to you)

When I calmed down I also began to think: Why is it Jaejoong, Junsu and Yoochun who stood up against SME, why not Yunho and Changmin?

Many people have said that it's coz of the cosmetic business, it's coz the other two are happy with the contract, but everyone...sit down and think long and hard. Did the thought that it might be their plan from the start come across anyone's mind???

1) I've checked other people's journals, websites and forums and came up with a basic "strength"distribution analysis so please don't hit me if you don't agree completely...^^"
Yunho:
Strength- Compared to others, his dancing is superb. Once in an interview for Mirotic dance moves, interviewer asked "who's the best dancer?" Everyone in the group instantly pointed to Yunho XD
Weakness- Compared to others, his singing probably needs the most improvement.
Changmin:
Strength- Beautiful and powerful vocal range especially for reaching high notes.
Weakness- Dancing compared to others and some other overall aspects need to be improved.
Yoochun:
Strength- He's basically the composer of the group. Powerful musicianship in composing.
Weakness- Singing and dancing is "Ok"
JaeJoong:
Singing is WOW...awesome "rainbow voice" dancing is alright
Junsu:
Pro at both singing and dancing!!!

By Looking at these strengths and weaknesses of each member, we can conclude that it would be a little difficult for SME to produce a powerful independent group just out of HoMin. Whereas, on JYJ's side, it would be more possible for the trio to stand up alone. Thus, the strength distribution can be said to be planned out quite well XD.

2) Why is it Jaejoong, Junsu and Yoochun who stood out?
The 3 are involved with the cosmetic business where as HoMin aren't. Thus, it would make more sense as the cosmetic incident gives them more of an excuse instead of HoMin who aren't involved. Also, If the trio succeeded in the lawsuit case against SME, it would be easier to help HoMin out but if they don't succeed, because the remaining 2 members are in SME still, SME wouldn't do anything drastic to harm DBSK's existence.

3) Yunho is the leader of DBSK. For him to step out, there would be a stronger impact, a stronger call or appeal. Therefore, he can't easily just make any move because if they succeeded then it would be great, but if theyfailed, the first person SME would aim an attack on would be Yunho. If Yunho collapses, the continuation of DBSK would be at risk. He is basically the pole of DBSK so he needs to calculate his every move carefully. So after discussing this, all 5 members probaby agree that it's not a good idea for Yunho to step out. As everyone already know, Changmin is the youngest and they all said before that they don't want to hurt him the most. In order to protect Changmin, the safest bet would be to leave him with Yunho. Thus, it explains why Yunho and Changmin remained.

4) So many people are complaining that SME is focusing all their energy on destroying JYJ rather than paying attention to HoMin. HRMMMMM I wonder WHY???? Judging from SME's money greed, we would expect them to use HoMin instantly to fill up the spots of the other 3 and earn the money. Until now, Changmin is involved in one drama, Yunho is involved in a musical. Apart from that they aren't making grand concerts, comebacks? why aren't they as busy compared to JYJ?They still have time to play basketball, go see concerts? It seems that they don't have as many promotions....isn't it strange? One explanation would be that SME can't fully trust in HoMin. Why? because HoMin's relationship with JYJ has not changed and SME knows that although HoMin are under SME, their hearts are with JYJ.

5) Why does JYJ hold concerts such as the Thanksgiving in Tokyo Dome and try to expand overseas to America and such? You can say that they need money, but more importantly SME aren't supporting them anymore. Their initial apartment, food, cars have been confiscated. Are they going to just wait until the lawsuit's over to perform. By then, their name would probably have gradually faded and replaced by a new wave of band and artists. Also, they want to tell us fans that they are still fighting. They are trying their best and they can reach fame WITHOUT SME. This is all to comfort us. HoMin can't do this because 1) they probably don't want to promote SME and cause competition with JYJ 2) Under SME, they can't do whatever they want because they don't have the amount of freedom as JYJ. They can't cause big comotion because right now, SME's attitude towards HoMin is one of distrust which is proven by the lack of activities. This means, that the 5 are still together at heart!

The money bit is also important. Notice that JYJ not only earns money from these albums and concerts, but also demanded compensation from SME. The money is important for the future of DBSK. If by a certain time HoMin also leaves, DBSK would have to be stable financially. Look at the example of Shinwha. Eric was rich so he could buy his group out of SME. What about DBSK? They have to start from scratch. In order to stand up alone and independently, the trio must be able to have funds. If they aren't stable, SME will attack them any time.

6) Why hasn't SME striken the last blow yet? I always have this uneasy feeling that underneath all this, they have a bigger plan.
Simple. They are "cooking" us through time. SME is waiting for Cassie to become impatient, to start splitting and dividing between JYJ and HoMin. They are waiting for us to start cursing and fighting each other, creating choas. Be mindful, the first person to strike is the loser. So for our DBSK, we have to be patient and wait. I know it's hard to stay patient coz I'm an impatient person but we have to try and avoid SME's trap...It could be said that once we collapse, the hope for the 5 members will be gone.
DBSK's hope lies in their talent + support from fans. SME's money source doesn't come from DBSK but from US!!!

7) Why did Yunho mention Yoochun in Goong's conference? "I heard that Yoochun had been successful in his drama. I want to be successful like him" I didn't understand at the start. Why all of a sudden? he could have just said that he wanted to be successful so why go to all the trouble to mention Yoochun specifically. This is actually very clever of our leader Yunho XD Yunho always thinks before he says something so he isn't the type of person who would say something without any intention or thoughts. This is the only opportunity for him to mention the trio without getting into trouble by SME who forbids any contact between JYJ and HoMIn. He wants to tell us that their relationship is fine and for us to not worry. But he can't say it specifically because he would be in real trouble. So he took this opportunity which wouldn't cause suspicion from SME to hint to us and hoping that we would get his suggestion.

8) Yunho and Changmin still introduces themselves as DBSK's members. They want to tell us that DBSK still exists and they are there to keep it alive. This is the best they can do, if they say or do anymore then SME would become suspicious. Everyone must have noticed how little HoMin have stated about the lawsuit issue. Even when SME published that document in their name accusing the other 3 they didn't say anything. If they really did write those harsh comments, why weren't they present when SME published it at the conference?? The signatures were totally different from their normal ones (Yunho's signature had a star?? and Changmin signed in Chinese???) I mean seriously, it's either that SME forged their signatures or Yunho and Changmin were forced to sign those papers. The other 3 didn't say anything about this issue either because they're smart enough to figure out that those typed up papers are FAKE = =" Under SME, HoMin can't have any personal attachement so it explains their coldness and silence. JYJ formed this name coz they aren't allowed to use DBSK as it would cause even more trouble from SME so they created a "UNIT" NOT " a "group"

Think about it guys, would all the years together be wiped out by money or lies? The 5 members are stronger than we think so we should worry about ourselves. We don't need to be scared about SME. Why do you think SME are so desparate to get JYJ back and scared of their rising fame? It's because if they don't have DBSK, their income would drop by 40-60% Essentially, a certain amount of control lies in our hands. Lastly, who buys DBSK's album, goes to their concert, supports them, makes them popular? it's USSSSS. To put it bluntly, if no one supported DBSK, they wouldn't be popular right? Therefore, DBSK's future does not base on SME's decision but our decision. SME's existence is based on us, if we don't buy their products, how do they get the money?

All 5 members want us to wait, they said they don't want to disband, they said they want to stay together so why can't we stay together and believe them for once?? "Keep the faith" is the tattoo on Jaejoong and Yoosu's bodies but we don't need those tattoos coz we can carve it into our hearts. CASSIE FIGHTING!!!!

I AM AN ELF

Therefore, I believe:

- That childishness has no limits
- That men can be prettier than women
- That Nationality plays no part in friendship
- That there is a psycho in all of us
- That a person cannot be judged by the mistakes he has made
- That size doesn't matter
- That cuteness has no age limit
- That niceness has no limits
- That fish are friends, not food
- That money isn't everything
- That absence really does make the heart grow fonder
- That it's the silent ones who do the most unexpected things
- That age doesn't matter when it comes to being the boss

I am an ELF therefore I will believe...in all 15 of them forever.

Sunday, May 15, 2011

Exams + Music

I decided to give each paper a theme song so that if the paper went good/bad, I could thank/blame the song =D

Pure Math 1: Tai Wan Mei (Perfection) by Super Junior M
Physics 4: Remembering Sunday by All Time Low ft Juliet Simms
Computing 3: Boom Boom by Super Junior
Mechanics 1: Because I'm Stupid (Acoustic ver.) by Kim Hyun Joong
Physics 3 & Computing 2: Lollipop by 2ne1 & Big Bang
Pure Math 3: High High by GDragon & T.O.P
Physics 2, Physics 5 & Computing 3: Again & Again by 2PM

Friday, May 6, 2011

The Most Feminine Guys in KPOP - The Top 11

KPop... Korean Pop Music.

A section of the entertainment industry that can be proud to have pretty girls, good-looking guys, phenomenal singers, incredible music and accompanying dance moves...and more than their fair share of feminine men. Or do I mean androgynous here?
Because, it's not about how you look. It's the way you act. All the way from having feminine features, through dancing sluttily to girl group songs, and finally over to cross-dressing. And even to a few brave men who are comfortable enough with their sexuality to smooch a few friends of the same gender....
It was hard having to pick just 10 so after many crossing-outs & short-listing, some done with a very heavy heart (Jeong Hyun Min!!!)...
But an NB here: I have not included the men who simply look best cross-dressed because even the manliest of men can be put to shame by a skillful makeup artist and a few well-designed garments...

Soo...my list includes the girly-looking guys (and I mean, to the extent that people truly can't guess the gender of the individual) and the guys who take pleasure acting girly (to the extent of cross-dressing, at times) or are simply born that way.

The list is in no specific order but obviously, there are a few standouts as well *cough* Heechul *cough* Kevin *cough*

○ G-Dragon


Leader of Big Bang. He's actually not thaat girly, but can be considered more of a hyperactive child. But being the self-proclaimed fashionista of the group does carry a burden. He has to constantly come up with a unique look that sometimes, unfortunately, turn out to be more womanly than he'd expect. I blame this on his various hairstyles (Eg:-http://21bangs.com/stylish/wp-content/uploads/2010/10/gdragon_taeyang.jpg (GD on the LEFT) & https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgcXazY2SegwnlVPAzxc0WfCodBjbapzggE5TLFiFdUYTsPviisu4nR3Aj8zWK4fugubQ5QPprTD3RWobvOfLAiZ6XmTXGyHCDmQL2jCRaKWnbzqUKg7cKktXKupFaCrmPlod0IB9l_lCo4/s400/G-dragon.jpg
But despite all his weird outfits, what really landed him in this list, is his love of cross-dressing. I did mention earlier that I wouldn't be including people just for the sake of that fact, but GD is an exception. Because he is not just beautiful, considering he's a guy. He's bloody smokin' hot even if you thought he was a girl (like I was) or if you knew it was a man in drag (as I am now).
Plus, he has shared more than a few kisses with his fellow member, Mr Manly, T.O.P
I REST MY CASE



○ Jaejoong


Sigh...what would this list be without the most famous man in KPop... Kim Jaejoong from DBSK/JYJ.
Known for his extraordinary vocal prowess and out-of-this-world good looks, he has been voted as the hottest/sexiest guy in KPop more than once. He doesn't cross-dress or kiss other men (with the exception of his leader, Yunho, but then I don't blame either one of them for this...) but he definitely fits the criteria of feminine men simply because, sometimes people can't tell the difference.
Jaejoong has this unearthly beauty to him; his looks are extra-terrestrial, almost. People say it's the excessive plastic surgery but I think it's more. This man is beautiful, inside and out. He seems cold, unapproachable almost, at first glance but then as you get to know him better, he's warm, friendly and extremely nutty. Despite being the oldest in DBSK/JYJ, he's still the one who goes hopping from room to room, evilly laughing while pulling out the contents of his fellow members' travel bags. He's also the first to giggle sweetly in the midst of a steaming hot performance.
Lovable, gorgeous and talented. Who could hate him?
You know you're in KPop-world when it's the absolutely best-looking guys, over who fans die, that have the most amazing personalities...



Jung Heechul


Why is it that both the Heechuls I know have made it here?
Jung Heechul, member of ZE:A.
He's quite a mischievous character (his only flaws being his irrational liking of Jessica and his tendency to be mean to Hyunshik, my love) who loves dancing to girl group songs, like Nu ABO, Oh!, Hoot...
He's got quite a feminine attitude but not particularly girly, guess it could be called tomboyish... Which is a weird thing to call an actual man,
PROOF:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fMg8BPkuAlg [Heechul's the guy in black; the other dancer is Hwang Kwanghee, who features in this list, later on]



Alexander Eusebio


The oldest member of U KISS is the second girliest in the entire group. That would be acceptable IF HE WASN'T TWENTY SEVEN YEARS OLD! He acts like a 7 year old girl though. Like Eli said, it's probably embarrassing to be seen with him because he'd be all "Oh, look, Bread!" *snort* *giggle* *snort*
He talks like he walked out of a Disney movie... "Ewwww, my butt!" "If I was a girl and going out with Heechul-hyung, I'd have so much FUUUUN"
I exaggerate not.
But he's lovely... He's genuine, loud, funny and hyper. U KISS isn't U KISS without Sandeo from Xanderland...
Alexander being Alexander, with Eli & Kevin: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zalpS0cz5n0



Kim Heechul


Ah. My Heenim... Heedictator. Cinderella...
He is truly the King (or should I say Queen?) of this list. But people usually misunderstand my princess... But anyways, on to why he IS on this list.
Because no one is as brave as he is in walking the line between male and female.

- No one cross-dresses better than him:

- I haven't seen girls prettier than him yet:

- He is not afraid to kiss his male friends when asked to by his entertainment company [PS - DO NOT VIEW IF YOU ARE A HOMOPHOBE]:

Anyways, he is the king of the gender benders BUUUUT there is a shocking twist!
When he is not acting/dancing/cross-dressing, Kim Heechul is probably one of the manliest guys in the industry!! He's the one with the sharpest tongue and if anyone dares to tell him off, he's probably beat him up...

There's enough & more to write about my Heenim because I'm a Petal but then I had another blog-post about him and this is okay for now...

Heechul:



Lee Sungmin



Sungmin-ah!
King of cuteness in Super Junior and, as he says "I am rather adorable, I suppose"
He's more like a little girl/mother mix. He's very caring about his bandmates, to the point that it gets a bit weird sometimes. He's very - VERY - feminine - has a sweet voice, dances very smoothly & is the most flexible in Super Junior. He's obsessed about the colour pink and apparently even wears pink undies (which is not saying much because even LEE DONGHAE does)... But people say the girlishness is just an act, which is believable. He does have a rather manly side to him, for instance, when they played a prank on him using a 'girl in distress' he shouted at the other two girls that she didn't want to go with them...
He has made out with Heechul (at the initiation of the latter) & carried out the mouth-to-mouth underwater air exchange with Eunhyuk with ease. But he said the latter was done with the thought that if he didn't, his best friend would die in mind.
But this list totally can't do without the Pumpkin Prince...
EVIDENCE:



Hwang Kwanghee


The face of ZE:A, he has stated that his idol is Jo Kwon, which explains a lot of the things he does... Loud-mouthed, shameless & eager as a beaver to dance to girl group songs, Kwanghee really is as feminine as they come. The mixture of his deep voice, sweet smile & wonky dance moves make him one endearing guy. But even he should try and stem the snarks that spill out of his mouth sometimes...



Lee Taemin


Taemin is frequently mistaken for a girl due to his pretty face, shyness to speak up, long hair & skinny figure (https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEi7-Ug7dxw7t6J6Hro5Aw5Gpeo5ZAItHxfZLN0vsPI1XmWKsjaqmxW9w_TGlmEKM_cxLzukt8hfbsUFzqcgULJQNE5EdYY8j0Qy7jN_itjmwBE_jnXwqWlMhr8NM9ghsIp5tcp2KwHO8PfS/s1600/taemin+11.jpg). But when he is being serious and/or dancing, no one can ever commit the felony of calling him feminine. Pretty he might be but in true KPop fashion, this guy is capable of transforming into one sexy dancer when he needs to. But when he's not dancing or acting, but simply hanging out with his fellow SHINee members, he's very childish & displays child-like innocence which is rarely seen even in children. But Taemin is a mixture of awkwardness, smartness & kind-heartedness.
One of the prettiest guys, cross-dressed, which is totally understandable because he is supposed to look like Heechul sometimes...
Heechul & Taemin:
Taemin Sexy:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yGFmm8bPY5M [though he displays his overflowing cuteness too]



Key (Kim Kibum)



Kim Kibum of SHINee. Almighty Key. The All-Time Diva. Who'd throw his coffee in someone's face if it was served cold.
He's so prissy and totally the King (or do I mean Queen) of girl group dancing. While Jo Kwon is the master of mockery, Key is truly the master of duplication. His Abracadabra & Mister versions are sooo much better than the girls' dances. Maybe because he isn't afraid of shaking his booty - and he's got an amazing one... He's so fussy about his appearance & is a camera whore who can spot the correct camera from a mile away, while the others look from lens to lens, confused.



Kevin Woo

Kevin from UKISS...
Lovely, lovely Kevin. As friendly & nice as it is possible to be. But Kevin Woo is creepy. Because he is one of the most feminine guys out there. Even a gay guy wouldn't be as girly as him.
Scared to death of bugs, isn't afraid to dirty dance - alone, or even with other guys - & looks scandalized when his fellow members admitted to watching porn. Whose legs are so slender that when his fellow members see them, they look up expecting to see a hot girl but no, it's Kevin. He appeared on a variety show dressed as a girl and no one could tell the difference until he spoke. He has a bubbly, masculine voice that he didn't even try to disguise. Guess he didn't want to be put to shame by no one recognizing him at all. He out-danced Jessica from SNSD to her own song...
I made this list with this guy especially in mind.

Mr Jo Kwon... Where does one start? The Master - the ultimate MASTER - of Ssanti (cheap) dancing. He's called Kkab Kwon, derived from "kkab chi neun" which means being so energetic to the point of being annoying. It can also mean overdoing & overreacting.
Which describes him perfectly. When he's not in the spotlight, Jo Kwon is silent, polite, sweet, blah blah (boring). But when he IS in the spotlight, his personality literally explodes out - whether he's having a dance-off with Key to Beyonce's Sweet Dreams or simply dancing to a girl group song, Jo Kwon is able to embarrass whoever came up with the original dance moves.
I won't comment on his cross-dressing because it actually doesn't suit him much. Because of his ripped body. He didn't audition for 2PM for nothing... He's also allegedly dating Ga In, who is one of the sexiest women in KPop. But he is very pleasant, has the voice of an angel & is a responsible leader of 2AM. But this list was made for someone like Jo Kwon, with his 'Dirty Eyed Girls" parody of 'Abracadabra' by "Brown Eyed Girls" his girlfriend's band.
When Jo Kwon takes the stage, you know it's going to be good...



Im Siwan

In music videos or when he's performing their own songs onstage with ZE:A, he's very macho. Well, as macho as a pretty boy can be...which is not that much. But when he changes into sweatpants & hoodies, his personality also takes a twist.
While not doing outrageously scandalous things, the dignified posture along with the pointed looks from the self-proclaimed fashionista of the group leave one second-guessing Im Siwan's sexuality.
IM SIWAN:

Friday, April 15, 2011

Before U Go/Haru Haru

There are just some songs that you just can't get out of your head & these two totally take the top spots... ♥♥

I don't know what to write except they're two of the saddest songs ever...

Sunday, March 13, 2011

My Favourite KPop Guys :)












It's all ending

Well, school life is almost over and we've only got a few more events until it is aaaall over =(
- Final Semester exam
- Last week/day of school
- AL exams
- Graduation
- Batch party
- Results
And then we're totally done with that time of our lives!

It's when writing autographs that you really realize how much you love everyone.
I got it when writing in Senu's. I LOVE that girl!!
Reading what Chaminda wrote is WONDERFUL! He totally gets my moods!
Madushka's was wonderful! It symbolizes just why I want him as a friend...
Nadun's was so sweet.
AWW SAKUNTHA'S WAS ADORABLE!!
Everyone totally rose to the occasion!

But still, that means it's actually ending!

That totally sucks.
Especially since I know I'm gonna royally screw my exams up. Esp Physics =( I'm terrified, I realize.

BUT SOMETHING IS WRONG WITH ME!

I don't seem to be able to want to do anything about it!! I need to study! But I don't!!
WHY IS THAT???
Teenage life? Or just me?

Whatever it is, I need to get my act together and FAST!