7th January 2010

We-ell it was the last day of Prefectship... Mixed feelings on that.

Went to school. EFFING FORGOT TO SIGN IN!

And when they gave us the photocopies of the last page of the sign-in book, my sign wasn't there! Even Demetri hadn't. Ruchitha was absent which meant that the page didn't have his customary designs on it either.

Saw Max, said hi (EEK) and aww he was hanging out with Adrien. Max never had that many friends and now Adrien's friends seem to have deserted him. Poor fellow...

Anyways, tried to send everyone up for Assembly. And I have to say this:

367 days after being made a prefect, NOT A SINGLE PERSON LISTENED TO ME! Pshhh can see how much authority I wielded. Hmph.

Anyways, induction, me, Lucky & Demetri were supposed to send the parents up in order *yikes*

They were all seated weirdly but YAY we managed to pull EVERYTHING off perfectly which makes me soooo proud that I did my last duty without a scratch.

Taking off our badges was dramatic and touching but what almost made me cry was when they called us up on stage without warning and the entire management shook hands with us - Ms Buddhika, Mr Terrence, Mr & Mrs Grero, everybody - saying that we were so great that it became impossible for them to say no to anything we asked them...

But they still didn't say we were the best batch ever which irritated me. I bet NO OTHER batch worked harder than we did. HELL, we co-ordinated ISAC with only half the guild! Did Maathra and so many other things. The next batch will also get to do these things but I'm pretty sure they won't be so great because I personally know that half of them are the proudest and egotistical people in their entire grade...

Anyways afterwards, the entire day was free. No classes. Took our class photo. Had a huge cake fight. Made Prashan talk to her (AWWWWWWWWW). Had an awful and/or weird Religion class.

All in all, the day had a "last-day-of-second-term" feel that was surprising.

Felt weird not doing duty but it'll feel weirder on Monday.

Sash and Nilu cried. Don't blame them.

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Last Prefects' Meeting

Yeah well today was our last ever Prefects' Meeting and it was pretty sad :(

I mean, I've always hated Prefects' Meetings but it was kinda sad when everyone started crying. I felt for Namini & Sanju but it was Ruchitha's story that actually made me cry.

That was probably the saddest story I've heard in a long time... And his tears didn't help, neither did his WONDERFUL choice of vocabulary at that moment. I was thinking about everything he said all the way home and felt bad the entire way... The way he said, "She had the keys to my heart" was sooo cute! And I loved the way he said "We could both kick ass on paper." Typical Ruchitha... I think I admire him a hell of a lot. Rock on!

Anyways, I loved the cheer at the end. It was actually pretty united... Was talking with Max... teehee

AAAND we finally told Woodpecker that Prashan likes her! =D She said she'd known.

AWWWWWWWWWWWW!!! Now we have something extra to tell Julian when he comes back. But Avi & Sudee don't know so will hafta be rather tactful.

Anyways, gotta go

Lotsa Math to do

xx

Tomorrow

Okay, so this is my plan for tomorrow:

+ Get up early

+ Go to the supermarket.

+ Pick up Shampoo + Conditioner

+ Have a bath

+ Go to school by 1 for Islamic Day duty

+ Get purple nail polish on the way

+ Get a reload on the way

+ Make that Ramly dude think I like him while on duty (muhahahaha)

+ Hope I survive the day

"And the world keeps spinning round; My world's upside down and I wouldn't change a thing. I've got nothing else to lose..."

I dunno, everyone asks me if I regret becoming a prefect. And I honestly don't know. Loads of stuff have happened this past year and the worst part is that I don't know if it was because of prefectship or just the way things would have happened anyway.

There's so much tension between me, Avi and Sudee. I still smile at them and I'd gladly hang out with them any time but not the same way as before. I didn't pick either of them as roommates for the batch trip. It wouldn't have worked out anyway. I mean, Avi and Sudee are pissed at each other again; Avi is apparently trying to steal Juleef away from Sudee and I totally understand what Sudee is saying. She is such a flirt! But come on! She did the same thing with Chrisal and I gave him up just to stay friends with Avi. Sisters Over Misters! Yeah! But nooo...some stupid guy is more important to Sudee than her friends. Gosh I resent Nadiya's presence. It's totally unjust and she's really nice but if she wasn't there, everything would still be the same with Avi and Sudee and Nutsy, that I know.

Anyway, me and Sudee. I don't know, she's such a girl! All gossip, gossip but I totally miss all the fun and crazy times I had with her. I still love her and that's what's totally throwing me off-balance.

Me and Avi. I miss her too - kinda. That's also confusing. I figured I'd miss her much more but I don't. I don't like her other friends AT ALL. She's become horrible in the last few months. I don't like Nisheeda, Haran, Dilini or Ovini :/

I'm really good friends with Prashan now. WAY more than before hence the ridiculous rumors. Which is fine. He's still the same ol' Proosh.

I was thinking about it and realized that Ashan is one of the only people I know that I would literally kill for. He's always been there for me whatever happens and it kills me that I haven't been able to hang out with him AT ALL for the last year. If he's pissed at me or thinks I've changed for the worse, I'd die. It'll kill me. He's the one friend who's more important to me than anyone else... I need to talk to him properly, explain everything and ask him stuff.

Also, I think I've changed. I know I've become meaner. I badly want to change that. Every morning, I promise myself that I won't say or do anything mean but when I come home, I realize that something I've said or done is so uncharacteristic of me.

Also, though I've lost some of my best friends, I've gained so many more and learned so many things. I'm way more independent now, able to stand up for myself and able to speak out in public.

Arghhhhhhh! I wish I could go back to being the same me I was in early February.